Just The Three Of Us

Only Now It Is Just One....

The One On The Right....

Me

The one in the middle,

Hazel Madeline Neill,

My Mom,

Amber's Grandmother...

The one on the left....

My Daughter,

My Mom's Granddaughter...

The one on the right

The last of the girls...

Two years ago tonight,

my daughter was killed.

Two years ago tonight, 

I did not know...

Two years ago tomorrow,

I got the call...

The coroner did not pronounce death

until tomorrow, June 8, 2010..

but in all reality,

the death certificate should have read

June 7, 2010.....

Either way,

she is gone,

I am here...

and time heals...

but even after

two years...

my heart is broken...

not broken just because

she is gone...

but broken because

even when she was here

she was gone......

and no one knew how to make

her be Here and Whole...

She is whole now

while I am still 

here. 

Even though

my heart

aches,

it 

rejoices,

that

now

she

is 

whole.

I love you, Mom,

I love you, Amber.